Reality Check?

Wow! 7 months can fly by quickly. Nutshell update:

Got a new job 7 months ago

Signed for a new house 3 weeks ago

Lost my best friend's mom (so my other mother) 2 weeks ago

5 days ago was my 2nd wedding anniversary.

Been working 8-14 hour days every week day and then (on those 8 hour days) going out to the new house and doing manual labor to get some things improved.

At the end of the month my hubby and I are going to be foster parents to a kitty names Eva

Nutshell update done.

Sitting in the lender's office signing paper after paper after paper made me realize that I am no longer 20. I tend to forget that I keep aging each year. Also, that after 2 years of marriage I still suck at signing my last name.

I love our house. In all of it's need for love glory. We have land and a decent sized house. And I love all the work and would rather do that than my paying job. The thing that I think has been the hardest for me about the house is all the help people offer but don't follow through with. I don't know why it bothers me so much. Probably because for me when I offer help or say I am going to do something I do everything in my power to get it done or anything I need to in order to be there to help and I don't get why other people are like that. I've had tons of people offer their help but only 5 people actually show up and help. What the heck? I know there are some that want to but can't because they have a new house of their own that they have to handle or are dealing with other life crisis things. Shrug another thing in life I don't understand.

I am excited and nervous to be a kitty foster parent. I've never owned a cat personally but I love animals so it should be really interesting.

Well, back to work

Peace out.