It's December 3rd

Basically this is going to be taking thoughts in my head from today and throwing them up on this page... er screen rather.

Today a customer walked in 5 minutes before closing, not entirely unusual. This guy has been a customer for a while but his visit have lessened since I have been there. Anyway, our designer was up front and this customer said, "Hey aren't you the designer guy here?" Our designer nodded, "yes I am." The customer replied,"I thought so, you fit the profile." I just starred at Mr. Customer er Dr. Customer my mind didn't know what to think. Let me paint a picture of our designer. He is male, obviously, he has thick glasses. He probably stands around 5' 10"... he isn't standing very often and when he is I'm not usually right next to him. On that note he probably weighs like 280 lbs... basically I could fit into one of his pant legs, hips and all, I'm guessing. Here is my offense, I am a graphic designer and some how the above profile... well it's not really me. I guess I need to work on gaining another 130 lbs then I can be fall into the "graphic designer" profile. Okay I'm really not offended I was just like WHAT?! Really? The things people think.

Today I got a paper cut on my middle finger. I always put a bandaid on my paper cuts when I am at work because I don't want dirt and crap to get in there. Well, sometimes they bleed and I don't want to get my blood on people's printed items. However, now the bandaid that covered my bleeding paper cut today is interfering with my typing and scrolling on my mac.

I am currently addicted to Tiny Tower. It's an app my sister warned me not to play and I completely forgot about it once I got home from Sunday dinner at the Parental's. Then my hubby asked me if I had played it yet and I said no and immediately downloaded the app and I haven't stopped playing it since. Well I have taken breaks cause I had to work and stuff and now I am writing this so this is another break.

Today, I really feel like my life is lame. And I feel like I don't have any really good girl friends anymore... well other than family. I guess I can't really find the words to express how I feel about this topic. I often feel like if I want to go out and do something with people I have to be the one to plan it and invite people. Maybe this next statement will make me sound like a brat but it is what I feel, no one seems to invite me to things anymore. I had a group of friends that I did stuff with but then I realized it was always me planning it. At one point on of them mentioned that the group should get together soon. I think at the time I was working on graduating and planning a wedding and making sure I had days open for bridal showers, lots of stress. I told him if him and his wife wanted to plan something that would be great and let the rest of us know. Nothing ever happened. Last time I planned something with "The Group", one person came. Since then I haven't had the gumption to plan anything for no one to come to. It's probably all my fault. I mean back in the day, basically back when I was 18 or 19, I would be dating one guy and would revolve everything around him and friends would invite me to do stuff and I would hold off just to wait and see if "the guy" of the time was going to be available, cause heaven forbid I miss a spare moment. (eye roll). I wasted a lot of my time doing that. Plus, with going to college and my friends being in colleges both near and far... well I've never been great at keeping in touch with people, I'm trying to do better. I did the same thing with my husband when we were dating. Now that we are married I do find myself kind of doing the same thing but I am getting better at not waiting for every spare moment. The summer after we were married was fine, no probs cause all we did was work then come home and hangout. Now that he is back in school and I feel I have nothing other than work, making dinner and any other activities I create for myself. I feel slightly alone. I mean I'm not physically alone, he is about 15 feet away hunched over his homework. I'm glad he is going to school and I am doing my best to be supportive. But in the time between dinner being done and bed time I sometimes just want to get out and be with friends... but then I don't feel like I have anyone to call that can do stuff at the drop of a hat. Shrug. Anyway those are the thoughts I wanted to get out the most. Have a good day C=