Saturday, October 2, 2010

You Turned, Now Go

Today's entry states to write a letter to someone who has recently hurt you. I don't really feel like I've been hurt recently. I've been upset about certain things but I think I've been through some "deep hurts" in life that other things just don't bother me as much. Here goes my letter without names or anything so if it doesn't make sense to you then I'm sorry. If you're really curious you can ask me about it and I'll probably tell you.


To Nameless(es)

It's been awhile and I feel that I'm over it which makes it tough to write this, I guess. You may not really care about the issues that you cause(d). I keep to myself alot these days. I avoid letting people in because who knows when they'll turn on you and stab you in the back. You aren't the only one and you did it more than once. It's hard to trust people because I was never really sure when what was coming from your mouth was truth or lie. I knew you for quite some time and had decided to try and trust you. I don't hate you, I forgive you. I've moved on with my life and I'm glad that I've been able to reflect on the time we had together (the good, the bad and the ugly). I am grateful that you are no longer in my life because I've been happy. I do hope that your life is going well and that you will someday leave me alone. You were the one that decided to walk away and I wish that you would just go. You have your own life so live it stop infiltrating mine.

Thanks,
Anna

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